2009.09.16 Un-stop-able
Uhmmmm.....I passionately deeply in love with momoko one more time tonight!!

Hiroko san (Kogumaza) just announced her international sale. I'm so excited that I couldn't sleep now. It's 3AM in the morning! T_T

Then after I placed the order, I went and checked all the single Kogumaza outfits ever made, my heart filled with joy looking through those photos. Her work is amazing! And amazingly enough, it makes me love momoko even more than ever. She's the perfect model for real 1/6 scale fashion!!!!
Who care about real human fashion!! Everyone can easily become a 1/1 scale fashion designer. So easy! It's more difficult and outstanding to be 1/6 scale fashion designer.

Yaaaaa~~~~ My head is in the air at the moment!!!

How come just looking at visually stunning images make me so happy like this ???

And I just realized tonight how wonderful momoko is as a fashion model. She's so much a lady.
Born to be a princess!

I love momoko!!! YAAAAAAA~~~~

I love people who love momoko!!!

The fact that they love momoko make me so happy!!! I'm glad I'm not alone in this world loving momoko passionately. There are so many momoko hardcore collector out there that I need to learn from them!!!

Spreading the love please!! Momoko should be a fashion icon!!!

I wish one day, Vivienne Westwood would design clothes for momoko!

Til then, I will keep dreaming.....

3:23AM

Time to bed. Calm down. And sleep. Night night my dolly friends. I love you so much!!!
2009.09.10 The project
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I've finished the presentation of my project yesterday.
I didn't slept all night long to do it. So exhausted today!!

It went so well!!! I had great time in uni talking to the industry expert and my supervisors. They're so helpful and supportive.

Momoko & Me. It's my project!!

Now the concept and all the thing that stop me from design are cleared. I can start designing and producing work now!! Not much time left!

Thank you so much everyone! I got so much valualble feedback just in one night. I could see my project supervisor now!!
Really really appreciate your help!! You're the wonderful part of my life!! Dolly Friends!
Just realised how much I need to push for my major project!! And this affects the way I've been "played" with momoko until now!!

Time to move on! Goodbye flickr for now! I will be back and hopefully everything will be different!

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My husband said this is sound drastic to put all the photos to privacy. Uhmmm...It's the way I'm over extreme again I guess.

But really I need discipline myself. Otherwise, the whole major project will happened on flickr only and I'm not actually do anything for uni.

Kind of a self punishment so that I could work harder and going back to Flickr soon. ---> Dealing with procrastination in the project.

2009.08.30 Envy
My husband used to be a doll collector before. He collected mostly antique doll and baby doll.
Then he stopped collecting for nearly 5 years now. He never imagined when we got married that I become a doll collector. Life is strange, things work out in a very funny way. Sometime, we can see that it's like a pattern in life. Uhm...Anyway, talking about jealousy.

My husband told me "Doll people is very nice. They're very helpful to you. But as soon as your collection is better than them, they hate you forever"! hehehe So funny! As soon as he said that, I immediately reflect on myself. Since we all go through the "jealousy" period in our life, we all know how it feel and how to make other feel the pain :D Yes, I do feel irritated when someone have better collection than mine. But that doesn't mean I hate them :D hehe I'm trying! No, not really, I don't really feel that way so much anymore. It just give me a stronger sense of "making statement". Like ... "We'll see who loves momoko more"...kind of feeling! :D Awww, I'm so childish! hehe But I love the way I am :D

Awww, how I love talking those "sensitive" topic so much!!! Just try to be provokative! :D It's fun!! Sometime you need to parody yourself in order to laugh and move on.

By the way, I love to know how I feel. I know the pain, the ugliness of jealousy and envy over someone else momoko. But trust me, those feeling seems so positive to me. Driven!! :D

It's a creative process more than a competition to me.

"Earthly desire is enlightenment!"

Just went to a lecture about the history of fashion and consumerism. It was so fascinated! It remind me not to look at the world as black and white, good and evil. Life is not that simple as we want it to be! We tend to see thing in that way and it really stop us to see a bigger picture.

Uhm....Envy, jealousy :D Life is interesting!!!